jUNE 16

JUNE 16 ENTRY FROM ANOTHER PAGE; Rapid Cycling Still
And I feel like there's a motor spinning in my stomach - a rotor constantly turning, churning...and there's the tremor in my hands...I can't disguise this damn taking over of my mind and physical body when the stressors are so intense. Hilde says she beliieves that the feelings we have are more intense - a hyper sensitivity. I believe she may be right. At least the wondering what the prognosis for my daughter is decided. we know the aneurysm is large, inoperable. There are three blood clots at the base of the brain...and it will eventually kill her. It is but a matter of time. When it bleeds out or bursts - could be a stroke doing degrees oF damage or could be fatal, most likely the latter. We will have to be optimistic and appreciate the time that she has. It could be two days, 2 months, 2 years. What a rotten deal. Yesterday was her 40th birthday.
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